Goodbye and thanks for the memories..

I’m trying to sleep,
But this pain in my chest,
It’s keeping me awake,
And every breath I take,
Feels like it’s my last,
I want to be fine,
I want to be sure,
I want to be a lot of things,
And none of them include you.

I keep telling myself I’m not miserable,
I keep telling myself I’m better off without you

I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I don’t understand,
Because it doesn’t make sense,
The way you broke it off,
Took away my heart,
Took away all my friends,
I want to go out,
And get out of this house,
But to begin again is gonna take more than I think I’d ever have to give.

I believe that I was so cleverly deceived,
By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie,
All the time that was spent being used I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I want to know why you’re such an idiot,
I want to know how you can even live with it,
I want to know why I should even give a damn,
About you missing me so terribly

I’m starting to sleep a little easier now,
Now that I’m over this,
And I’ve made up my mind to never fall in love again,
With someone like you, someone so confused,
I just wish I would have realized that a long time before I had…

I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I believe that I was so cleverly deceived,
By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie,
All the time that was spent being used I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

well.. kira – kira begitulah lirik lagu dari NEW YEARS DAY yang berjudul BRILIANT LIES lagi jadi soundtrack buat minggu – minggu ini,. minggu – minggu dimana maw ngapa-ngapain males,.
kerjaannya gag jelas,. males.
ngerjain tugas males,.
ngelesi males..
les juga males,.
selalu teringat masa – masa itu,.
kalo inget kembali ke masa – masa itu,.
huiks,.
padahal hidup harus terus berjalan,.
the show must go on!!!
waktu akan terus berjalan dan tidak bisa kembali lagi,.

cuma maw ngomong satu hal aja disini:

I keep telling myself I’m not miserable, I keep telling myself I’m better off without you

dan yang terakhir :

Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

berharap dengan rintik terakhir hujan yang mengguyur kota jogja, dengan berakhirnya lagu ini, giri dapat segera melangkah maju dan menjadi lebih baik lagi!!! ahhh… jadi posting yang melankolis kek gini lagi… maafkan buat yang baca blog… tidak bermaksud,.